Ramadhan is here

Come, come, whoever you are.
Wonderer, worshipper, lover of leaving.
It doesn't matter.
Ours is not a caravan of despair.
Come, even if you have broken your vow
a thousand times
Come, yet again, come, come.

- Sir Rumi

This time, im not home. i dont have my mother waking me up with a hot plate of food. i dont have as many distractions. i dont have ny scholars. waa.

i like new beginnings, even as a child i loved do overs. one out of three was never enough. i guess, thats why this faith is so perfect for me. thank YOU.

so here are my resolutions:
1. try to follow the second pillar (prayer) as well. DO not get up to pray fajr when the imam tells you to before eid prayer (fard before nafl stupid), rather get in the habit of waking your lazy arse up!
2. be more organized, with life.
3. try to keep up with readings
4. dont forget the third (or is it fourth?) pillar and keep a charitable disposition toward the abused (namely husband).
5. change eating lifestyle.
6. make more resolutions because you know youre a cheater and will ask for a do-over.

ok im done talking to myself.